looking back, to understand the now and changing the future

yesterday and today, porter shared a dream which remind me of my dream a week ago. it triggered something in the retarded maze-like mind of mine.

when a crack show up on it a piece of glass it starts to grow in all direction, up and down, until the glass is finally broken. this is the breakthrough i need. i don’t want my children to go through in the future. what i’m struggling with currently. i want my parents to see there is a possibility for change. (maybe through me?)

i can’t sleep not because of tea but because…i suck at expressing myself